Home from kinky camping

[blackleatherbookshelf]

Camp was a delight this year. I had a four guests with me this time around and several folks who stayed over with me and Joel before the weekend even started. You could also add that I had several new members attending that I'd sponsored from last year and a bunch of new friends that were there for the first time.

I had some nice, if sporadic play this year, including two very intense sessions (one with one of my guests). But I also had to fight back my depression, even there. Despite being in the woods with 250 kinky men, my anxieties were really getting the better of me and I kept running back to my cabin and hiding. There was always a reason to venture back out, including some book sales, and to see people as they wandered around Command Central.

I really missed my friend Robert (from Copenhagen), who was not there this year, but will visit the states in October. Looking forward to that. I did retain my post on the board and will be continuing my role as secretary. The general meeting and first new board meeting minutes are already in the bag and awaiting approval. (Being severely unemployed has some perks.) Now we start planning for 2013!

I have to add to that. I have a part time job lately. I work at an FYE Music and Video store at the local mall, a mere ten minutes away. When I say part time, I really mean it. 10 hours a week over two days, at minimum wage. Beats nuthin'. I do get a discount though. I bought the new ZZ Top (really good), but can't afford to really take advantage of the savings. Such is life.

Comments

[bbearseviltwin.livejournal.com]

I have often found when I have the time to do what I want I don't have the money to do it and when I have the money, I have no time to do anything

[barbarian-rat.livejournal.com]

That is so true for me as well

[notdefined.livejournal.com]

This is sort of the blind leading the blind, but it seems like an outing like that could prove very useful to help with depression. I'm hoping to take a trip soon that will give me the opportunity to eject myself from this reality into one that is a bit more sterile. I will hopefully be able to rest myself enough that the big knot of tangled emotions in me might relax it's grip a little. It takes a lot of energy to fight it all of the time and your soul gets weary.

[tbrough.livejournal.com]

Thank You Tommy,

I have read some of your posts dealing with your thoughts on the subject and have often thought about how you handle these situations. Don't worry about who leads who; just know I appreciate your comments.

[barbarian-rat.livejournal.com]

Glad that camp was mostly good for you.

[andybr.livejournal.com]

I hope something comes along for you soon Tim